You know, I’m surprised how this simple little “25 things” exercise has reflected so much it seems on the essence of a person. Emmy is particularly introspective and artistic and these really shine through here.
I’m especially grateful she wrote these as it helps me understand her better I think. I’m really glad.
And, now, Emmy’s 25:
1. As much as I really don’t like people’s attention to be focused on me, I love when people ask me questions about me & how I am doing.
2. I am an artist. My being and soul are art to me.
3. I see everyone as an artist, because I believe that we are all artist with our lives. Some people paint with better techniques, but only God is judge.
4. I am scared to death of having children. I love kids, but the whole birthing process, and taking care of them, and possibly ruining them scares me to no end.
5. I am soooooo guilty of run-on sentences, but I really don’t feel too bad about it.
6. When I am home alone (or sometimes not), I turn the music up as loud as it goes and I dance like I am the greatest ballet dancer in the world, or hip-hop.
7. I love Jesus Christ, who saved me. He is good all the time. Even through any and all pain in life.
8. I love my family for all of their amazingly wonderful qualities.
9. I am in love with nature. When the temperature got up above 60 degrees this weekend, I took a nap outside on the bridge leading up to my house.
10. I actually really care about people in the world, but I disguise it with cynicism.
11. Music. This should be self-explanatory, but music is my soul rhythm, another facet of the art within.
12. Although I have only touched a cello once in my life, I have a connection with it. I think that I already know how to play, it is just a matter of tuning my fingers/ears.
13. I have a love of travel, languages, lives, cultures, etc.
14. My heart is actually incredibly huge.
15. I am going to change the world, and I plan on doing it by love. I am a modern day hippie without the drugs, sex, and alcohol.
16. I am contemplating becoming a tattoo artist, or a starving artist, or a landscape architect, or a photographer. If all else fails, hobo.
17. I love gardens. Someday, I am going to have my own secret garden. But, shhhhhhhhhhhh, it is a secret.
18. I am the moon.
19. I am called a wide range of names. There are lots of forms of Emily, and I have some nicknames too. I have only let two people (in my memory) call me by a nickname that I respond to as my own name. I only allow certain people this privilege. Very certain.
20. I have a constant, nagging fear that I always annoy people. But at the same time, that never makes me stop being who I am (maybe I should let it sometime).
21. I have learned a couple things in life. Life is hard, but God is bigger than the air I breathe, the world we’ll leave. And that he is love. And that love carries (sometimes drags it seems) us through the pain into truly living.
22. I always shut down compliments, but what people don’t realize is that I always am listening, and storing them in my heart.
23. I never have opinions on anything (*cough* *cough* Sarcasm *cough* *cough*)
24. I dream of a world of love, not going to college, finding my man, being with my bestiest friend in the world, and helping change the world and the lives of the people in it for the better. Oh, and alot more that i don’t have the time to list.
25. I am a person filled with passion. Passion for life. Passion for people. Just so much passion. I discover this more and more everyday. I get this from both my earthly and my heavenly father, and you know what? It is a great thing.